Sunday, July 15, 2007
Woke up with sore neck that hurts >45 degrees to the right. I'm so fat. I'm neither anorexia nor bulimic because i'm too fat to be one. Bulimia causes one to have trunk like neck and puffy eyes while anorexia have sunken cheeks and eyes. I want bright pretty eyes that twinkles when i smile, cute apple cheeks and a slim neck. Lol.
Went to my baby cousin's 1st month bash today. There was like 4 kids at that time. Phew! Glad my sis is so old now. I don't know how to take care of kids please. Little mindy look so sweet in her pink clothes. Bryan gives me a throbbing headache till now but he has his own endearing moments too. Amanda is so pwetty! I want my future daughter to looks like her. Haha. Shuan/Shawn talks so cute.
I don't like buffet. If the next party/ gathering have buffet, i'm not going or i'll make sure i had my meal first. Its not that bad actually but i've tasted better. We were watching Singapore dreaming today and it depicts how singaporean are living. Totally hates to see those things. Humans are something weird. The weirdest thing on earth. I'm convinced that i'm some kind of alien banished to live in this earth for punishment from the way i'm thinking.
I wish i can have a day of peacefulness tomorrow. I don't want to remind myself of the endless things to do now. Sometimes hearing 'words' makes me go insane. I don't need anyone to tell me what to do.
8:33 PM / more heaven than a heart could hold /
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