Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Days travelling like a humdrum routine.
My existence fluctuating between a "none-there" and "here-here".
Imposed with the "overload" all the time.
Where lies go undetected.
When questions have no answers.
Nothing seems to be right.
I don't need some explanations nor another negotiation.
All i want is that something that has always been there.
Lurking like a beautiful memory in the past.
Shrouding me from the fear in that darkness.
Offering me light when i was too blind to see.
I might have been a little to late.
Too late to turn back, too late to ammend.
Played past the orcheastra of contemptuousness.
I tried to shied myself but to no avail.
Too late, too soon?
It has already been lost...
Why did i said that? I have no answers too. Just a random mixture of feelings which aren't comprehensive by others. There's nothing like a bad memory for you to look back. Be contented with the things that you have done rather than what you have not. Unless you use it as a guage to mark your progress in life. Why not look forward instead of backwards? Strive to do things better in the future than fretting on what you should have done in the past. After all, you can make history but you can't change history.
10:41 PM / more heaven than a heart could hold /
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