Thursday, February 08, 2007
Did it all really started with a tear?
That's my biggest fear.
I had got so much in the past.
And left with little or nothing at all.
I know memories are meant to be treasured.
But i can't stop myself from living in them.
If has become part of life.
The truth was there all the time.
I choosed to ignore it.
Pretending i'm thinking too much.
It comes to a point when...
I can't seperate dreams from reality.
Stopping myself from having expectations.
Because i know i'll get are disappointments.
Then,there is this story...
It goes.....
Why am i so selfish?
Why am i so blind?
Why am i so unforgiving?
Why didn't i just demand the truth from you?
When all you wanted to do is hide?
To hide your pain inside.
Trying to give me all i wanted.
Even when you know you are fading.
Fading away...
I can't run anymore.
Keeping up your pace is a difficult thing for me to do.
I really don't wish to see your back against me.
Without turning and asking me to keep up with you.
I wanted to call out your name.
To make you come back.
But you are so close to victory.
I don't want to be a burden.
That you have to carry for the rest of this path.
(That's a lie)
I want to be you energy,
cheering you on.
Seeing your victory smile.
I know,
is all worthwhile...
10:05 PM / more heaven than a heart could hold /
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