Saturday, June 17, 2006
My phone is not working, neither is my head...
*sighing in exasperation*
my mind is a blank.
Am i crazy or what?
Why am i brooding about all that?
Does it really matter that much
or because i'm thinking too much?
They are fighting, completely opposing.Mind is in utter denial,contradicting the truth.My head throbs...Heart refuse to acknowledge the images and memories that are flooding...Its not true...Never has been and never will be...I want to run!To run away from everything!*clutching the glass bottle*The glass bottle-the ugly memories and lies swirling inside of itI know i have to get rid of it!Time is running out...The evil is slowly spreading up my fingersI'm running...Running into the open on my bare feet.The sky has changed...Twisting in turbulence.The rain soaked through my skin.My vision blurred with tears.I will get rid of the evil!It has done me too much harm!*I slipped on the wet ground*The bottle, raised into the air.And hit the ground with a crashing sound, beside me.Broken into a thousand peices.Nooooo!!!!Black liquid oozes into the ground rapidly.Spreading into my hands, my body...Pain pierced through me.I'm screaming into the night,where only howling of the wolves survives.I can't fight, the dark evil has won.I'm dying...dying...Because i know no magic...
11:44 AM / more heaven than a heart could hold /
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