a walk under the stars

2007-12-23T22:22:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wonder if you are truly real or an unbelievable fako. Please don't try to be a nice if your heart feels otherwise.

Bitch about people, people bitch about you. Say nice things about people, people say nice things about you. Not that i bitch about some people but sometimes what they think and do turns me off and makes me go...wth...you ain't no perfect yourself right?

2007-09-27T23:54:00.000+08:00

12 more weeks to go...I'm struggling.

So, i went to peninsular shopping center this afternoon with mei. Skinnies for 20bucks! I didn't get myself any because i can't find any colour i like. Not that i fancy wearing jeans out that much too. Vintage leather bag shop, Granny's Day Out...I freaked Mei out when i told her that the clothes might belong to the deceased because of the super oldies materials and furrings on the tees. Hahaha. She was so taken aback that she did not dare to touch anything thereafter. I love love love the earrings there though.

Most stores there were practically suffocated with the jeans and sneakers kind of thing so it was hard not to miss the mannequins decked out in dresses. I have a phobia of mannequins. Especially those with heads. With eyes and nose and mouth. Shudder. We went in anyway. The boss was talking on the phone outside the shop. Then a second later, Mei made this scrunched up face and mouthed: 'Ta de shen ying shi nan de!' I thought i almost broke out in hives. Well, just kidding. The woman is indeed, erm....Well, we regained composure and carried on browsing through the racks. We were not allowed to try on the clothes but bought a top each anyway. Sigh. I think i'm going to alter the width. Its way to puffy! It proves to be a bad thing to go online shopping for clothes. Probably have to give my clothes away in the end. Booo....

And! I love working at fox! My colleagues aren't so bad, haven't meet any nasty customers, talkative ones lots. I'm so lucky to be in charge of the baby girls clothes. Darn cute i tell ya.

And and! I didn't got into spanish and photography class:( I was so darn freaking mad and sad on my enrolment date! Np students are all so kiasu. Not even a single media and arts class was available at 12.01pm alright. My appointment was 12pmMy lousy connections doesn't helps too. Yongxin had to enrol for me in the end. Egames and product innovation. Sob.

2007-09-09T22:09:00.000+08:00

HIATUS

2007-08-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

I don't feel like blogging but i always end up here. I'm feeling sour...very very sour. Lime is sour, lemon is sour, pineapple is sour, alcohol is sour, vinegar is sour. My throat has been sour since yesterday and my heart's now. This word, 's-o-u-r' suddenly looks alien to me. Like the spelling is wrong or something. I will cry myself to sleep and wake up feeling silly tomorrow, laugh at myself for being sour the night before and look forward talking to my baby again.

2007-08-10T20:22:00.000+08:00

National Day! It was night out with the girls at The Oriental hotel. We caught a splendid view of the fireworks in the hotel room! No jostling in the sweaty crowds this time. Lucky us!

Jing and Xin went swimming in the mini pool. I thought it will be big but no. It is more like a mansionatte pool. I wanna deck up in my best and dine outdoor by the pool! Tai-Tai life!
And was cheated about the 'cheery garden'. It was so embarrassing. Cherries?! Hella.

Random photos from various cameras (sis's). Lots of reflections.

Should have videoed the entire fireworks display but i only managed to video the second segment. Jing! 100times anti-shake isn't even going to save me! Haha. May someone get me a tripod.

Fireworks, fireworks...I wanna watch them again at the annual Singapore Fireworks Festivals but have to give them a miss because of the exams. It's so unfair! and why must the streets be crowded with so many people? Nevermind, next year then. Shall watch it with Mr. aussie accent next year(:

Photo uploading for this post took like forever and i need the photoshop software. i'm switching to livejournal after my exams.

Talking about exams...I have to go back to mugging again. Know what?! I'm still creeped out by the stupid taiwan tv show last night! It was talking about the hungry ghost festival. What not to do and stuff. How am i going to finish studying by 10pm every night. I won't have enough time unless i wake up at 5am. Grrrr....Meano daddy has the tv on so loud. I wish i can go to sleep now and forget about everything i heard last night. i'm scaring myself...wanna hear? muahahaa

2007-08-08T14:01:00.000+08:00

5 things i NEED to do
1) Study!!!
2) Stop slacking.
3) Sleep at least 8 hours. (sleep-deprived already)
4) Eat less! ( i gained 2kg. yucks.)
5) Excercise.

Okay. Crap.

5 things i WANT to do
1) go melb.
2) go melb.
3) go melb.
4) go melb.
5) go melb.

This could go on endlessly.

I can't study with the renovation work going on. It is the 4th day. I predict it will go on for another 2 more days. At least. Yuckyyucks.

Study, study, study. I don't like it but what can i do? Can't wait till the exams are over. I'm counting down to December! (:

ok, bye bye. i need to nap. zzzzz...

2007-08-01T20:56:00.000+08:00

Someday you are nice, someday you are a lie.
Someday i treat you nice, someday i won't be nice.
Why do we try to be nice?
When we are as cold as ice.

A piece of shit for *you!

*referring to no one in particular

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La La La =)

Again...I wanna go Melbourne!!!

I need to move somewhere else soon.

Bye.

2007-07-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

I got my Tamagotchi! Wahahaha!!! This afternoon. My sis got hers last week and i couldn't keep my hands of it. Now i have my own. I'm as happy as a kid who got her toy!(:

I can't believe i'm 19years old...

Can i be 12years old instead?

Miss those childhood days with my current T.T.I.T...Those fun we had in class. Endless chatting. Ice-moni after school. The walk home. The shortcuts near the drain. Haha. Hopscotch. Skipping. Catching. Neo-prints . Canteen food! Cui yu bing (fish cakes) with laksa soup, mee goreng, siew mai, carrot cake, glutinous rice, hokkien mee...

I'm hungry. 'Nuff said.

2007-07-26T22:30:00.000+08:00

Yea, i'm so very angry......

I hate all these shit.

2007-07-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

Gash, i'm back to blogging. What's blogging when i don't wish anyone to read it(yes, don't read. its pointless). My computer is corrupted. Like shucks 100times. I still have tons of documents, songs included, waiting to be written over. Hope my dad is kind enough to call that guy up for repairs soon. Thank god, i still have my beloved notebook.

Found a stash of new findings for my never-ending 'most wanted list' today shopping session with Jing. How i wish i can dress pretty to school everyday. I can't, without looking way out of place. The forgotten 'out-of-place-clothes' has found their way to a new home. I will be times richer if i never got them in the first place. I'm going to school to learn to be a good accountant not a fashion catwalk xxxxx right? Right. Accountancy is way boring and i never studied. Not until the very last minute anyway. I prefer that the world get to judge me with my last final, most major exams with the attachment instead of what it is now. I never did well in my CTs ever. So Boooo! to Poly. I don't feel like studying. Study is a word and process that doesn't exist in my world anymore. It's not sad to me. It's such a waste that i forget.

All i can think of now is how, when and what am i going to do to get myself to melb by spring time. Can't help it.

the apostles and somewhere i will go to.

100 of places i think i can go in aust! It will be a whole lot more fun than boring singapore.

The only place that i want to go to in singapore is haji lane. It will be a great place to take photos. T.T.I.T anyone?! *Grins*

Jing! Pray that i won't be your pest about that matter. You know what i'm talking about.

Praying hard once again that i will be able to get this bag. Eileen! Pray hard too! Needs to be pre-ordered when i checked again today.

Yawn. I'm so tired. Good night.

2007-07-17T20:36:00.000+08:00

Guess what is this?
A half eaten banana fritter with a smiley face.
How cute.
Even it is still smiling despite getting fried in hot oil.
So why is it so hard for me to smile?

2007-07-16T17:27:00.000+08:00

Argh!!! I can't turn my neck 30degrees to the left without hurting. WTH. It hurts so bad left and right that i can't do much work today. I've been walking around with a unnatural angle of my head the whole day. Is it because i slept too much or too little? Oww!:'(

2007-07-15T20:33:00.000+08:00

Woke up with sore neck that hurts >45 degrees to the right. I'm so fat. I'm neither anorexia nor bulimic because i'm too fat to be one. Bulimia causes one to have trunk like neck and puffy eyes while anorexia have sunken cheeks and eyes. I want bright pretty eyes that twinkles when i smile, cute apple cheeks and a slim neck. Lol.

Went to my baby cousin's 1st month bash today. There was like 4 kids at that time. Phew! Glad my sis is so old now. I don't know how to take care of kids please. Little mindy look so sweet in her pink clothes. Bryan gives me a throbbing headache till now but he has his own endearing moments too. Amanda is so pwetty! I want my future daughter to looks like her. Haha. Shuan/Shawn talks so cute.

I don't like buffet. If the next party/ gathering have buffet, i'm not going or i'll make sure i had my meal first. Its not that bad actually but i've tasted better. We were watching Singapore dreaming today and it depicts how singaporean are living. Totally hates to see those things. Humans are something weird. The weirdest thing on earth. I'm convinced that i'm some kind of alien banished to live in this earth for punishment from the way i'm thinking.

I wish i can have a day of peacefulness tomorrow. I don't want to remind myself of the endless things to do now. Sometimes hearing 'words' makes me go insane. I don't need anyone to tell me what to do.

2007-07-14T22:52:00.000+08:00

Work again this morning and i locked myself out. So blur right? Hahaha..I found the mango body lotion at plaza singapura after going to 2 other places. It was the last bottle too. I bought 3 new nail polish at the weirdest candy colour. Light blue, orange and yellow. Lex says my colourful nails looks like what those weird people in melb do and its abnormal. Pouts.

Schoool is so boring but i love to chit chat with my friends(: I think i have a laughing disorder. I noticed that i will laugh with each of my ending sentences. I was almost late for school again yesterday morning and we had a tutorial and we went to the library after lunch. So i met Simei at Dover mrt after school. She brought me a white chocolate strawberry doughnut from doughnut factory and its so darn good!!! I didn't expect it will be at first because i thought that the doughnuts from Pop Dough were the best. I wish i have a box of it now. Haha.

2007-07-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

I woke up at 7am, had breakfast and watch Nigella Feast on Brazil until its time to do my ifa e-chat. Something wrong with my lappy wireless and i have to use my tortise home PC. Out of all days, this has to happen. Like wth. I managed to download the plug-ins in time to hear yvonne tell me that the chat has ended. I'm too lazy to contact my tutor about any re-scheduling. By the time i shut the PC down, its already 11.40. I missed the bus twice and i was going to alight at AMK and skip lectures today since i was going to be late for school anyway. I was angry with myself throughout the whole ride. i stopped feeling so when i can't figure out why should i be angry about anything. There was a war going on between my left lense and eye during the eaa test today. I'm like frowning throughout te whole test because i can't concentrate with the on and off blurness. It always gets worse after hours of wear and it feels like falling off my eye.

I don't like my eaa tutor. Hmpt! He is so....

I'm hungry. Roma-ing with Simei tomorrow! Yays! I want to sleep now but i haven't finish my work and and and i don't want to work on saturday.

2007-07-11T20:08:00.000+08:00

School as norm and off to hougang mall to meet my cousin and guess who i saw?! Simei! I was deciding what snacks to buy and suddenly i heard someone calling my name very loudly. Hahaha. She bought kiwis too:) i didn't got the mangoes yesterday. Booo...And i'm so F-A-T!!! I felt like a total giant next to my cousin. I need to lose 10kgs!

I don't feel like going to school tomorrow......2 lectures and the stupid test. Not forgetting about the morning 'online IFA chat' which i can do in the comfort of my home. Should i? Should i not? Should i? Should i not? ZZzzzzz...I wanna watch teebee at 7pm!!! By the time i get home will be already 8.30. I'm going to persuade my sis to record for me then. >.<

Had the weirdest dream last night! My lappy erupted into flames in my dreams! Its my baobei alright! I inspected it this morning and find it working well except a darken spot around the power supply. Maybe i'll go get it 'tattoed' (:*talking to it: 'baby, be good. u mustn't go so soon. i need you till end of dec at least. pls pls pls don't leave me alone!'* Lol..I'm outta my mind. I have to admit i can survive without my handphone and lenses but not my laptop. Its darn precious.

I thought i saw my fate just now. Seeing and assuming does not mean that it is true or going to be true though.

'Money makes the world goes round but it doesn't mean that you can buy everything with it.'

2007-07-10T15:34:00.000+08:00

No school today! I'm gonna make this quick coz i'm going to CP. I slept for like 11 hours. Its months since i done the sleep-more-than-10hrs. Haha. It puts me in good mood and even my mum's nagging didn't got into me today. I'm such a slowpoke when it comes to WORK. i mean any kind. School work, work, housework, whatever with work. At least i finished all that need to be submitted today. wheewooo...Need a little break because i stayed home and made myself study for yesterday test during the weekends. No bbq for me but my parents brought some food back. I have to admit that the chicken wings were so darn good but i still don't like the auntie. Anyway, its marinated by her daughter. Haha. And my sis is a 'voice recorder'. She records what she hears and report to me. Random random. I wanna watch Harry Potter!!!! Is there a marathon for the sequels? I'm gonna make this quick coz i'm going to CP. I need another large packet of coffee mix and the proclaimed 'ice-cream mangoes' by STOMP. Yes! Real mangoes that taste like sherbet!!! (: Cross my fingers! Hopefully cold storage is selling it. Tata.

2007-07-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

COST is getting tougher and tougher, topic by topic. I flipped through my notes and tried to understand but all i get was a huge glazy green question mark hovering in my empty mind. Why green? That i'm not sure too. Just read a book on a girl who have the ability to see all the colours of words. Maybe that's what is beginning to happen to me. Now you know why i'm speaking like that. I'm darn freaking bored.

How can i make myself think before i speak? 'My-little-too-know-it-all' always gets the better of me. aa allows me to say whatever i want and i'm used to it. He will 'cleans' my words up after me so i don't have to worry about what i said. Now i wonder what do they think of me?

Did i said something wrong again? Sigh Sigh Sigh. I might just be very well thinking too much. Prove me wrong and prove me right. Glad to see you back on track with your heart so strong once again. I wish i have the answers that you are looking for too. I'm standing on the grey area. Nobody can make decisions for you. Good luck sweets!(=

I feel like skipping lecture tomorrow. I wanna watch tv...Speaking of tv! Neil Humphreys was on thr Prime Time Morning News! Haha. He is not a dashing bloke. Erm, that's mean. Let me rephrase. He is not Brad Pitt. I'm sure he writes way better than him. Neil of course! I was settling down on the bus this morning when i noticed what was on. I recalled about those stories he said during the interview so guess i didn't miss that much. Silly poker man! You people should read his books=)

Joycelin Sim! i wanna borrow the books after you finished! Remember??? haha.

2007-07-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

I hope it rains tomorrow afternoon. I want to walk in the rain with my brolly(which i used once only). I want to listen to the raindrops and feel the breeze in my face. Maybe they can wash away everything. I'll feel alive again.

I'm overloaded with other's griefs and sadness. I just don't know what to do, nothing seems to help anymore.

2007-07-02T11:15:00.000+08:00

HoHo people! Is it normal to say that i've been busy but i don't know what have i been busy about? Haaa. I'm darn lazy to upload the pictures i took in my holidays too. Yawn....

Finally saw quite a number of ah-lians since the holidays!!! I thought they had extinct and has given way to the revolution of new breed of topshop-and-like, english-speaking sweets. Some ah-lians are so amusing and i can't stand how they speak...alright,i'm so bias.

I think i have a not-so-much-addiction but still an addiction to the new candy machine in the arcade. The mega huge 6 players which you scope sweets from the roulette, drop them on the reciprocal board that pushes sweets into tray. ugh! limited words to describe it. I prefer watching people play. Hahaha.

Why is everyone so busy with schoolwork???): i hope the holidays doesn't comes too soon...i need more time. I'm trying not to sleep as much now. Sleeping makes me feel guilty just like how others feel guilty for eating.

i have a new baby girl cousin who's just a few weeks old!:D I didn't get to visit her with my family yesterday because of work. pouts...Mummy went to babysit this morning because her parents went to the maid agency. Thought their last maid was quite nice but turned out that she's a total bitch!!! She wakes up late, didn't do housework,etc and she accused them for not giving her food. Thankfully she didn't abuse my 2yr old cousin. Maids like her should be condemned!

I came across alot of greed freaks on sat and sun during work. My cousin and i were giving out free balloons and toys to the kids but alot of adults are disgusting. Some demanded us to give the toys to their kids at home. I don't mind them asking nicely know? If i say you can't have it unless you bring your child and you should just nod our head and say nevermind. Some just grab it without asking while some keep pestering us. Like this one...I can't help being rude to him. Hmm..not really rude but kind of annoyed with him.
The conversation going on in Mandarin.
Ah pek: Xiao mei, can i take one? (Refeering to the bubble set.)
Me: You have to bring your grandchild here to get it.
Ah Pek: Can lah, can lah.
Me: Sorry, cannot. (Pretend to be busy)
Ah Pek: I take uh?
Me: You bring him here and i'll give it to him.
Ah Pek: Aiyo, no need lah. Home got one baby. Can give him?
Me: Huh! Baby won't know how to play lah! (almost laughing out)
Ah Pek: Can lah. Can lah.
I gave it to him because he refused to go away. Horrible and incorrigible.
I thought the older generation said that we must set an example to the younger generations? Shrugs. They are not doing so.
Some kids are very well-taught. They will say that they have already taken when i gave them again (w/o me remebering they did so of cause!). One china family keep coming back like 10times i bet! Crazy right?!

2007-06-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

I'm totally exhausted! Wish i can fly to somewhere where i'll feel safe and can get some uninterrupted sleep. Away from this city that sleeps so late and wakes up too early. Its time to stop and take a look at this world around me. Too much that i've missed out.
I'm going too fast.

2007-06-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

Look at what Mr aussie accent got me! :D can't stop grinning today! I'm so freaking happy!!! Finally got my hot hot hot digicam i always wanted. Lots of love to baby!<3 Hehe.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D i'm mad. :D

2007-06-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

I found a new fear. Wisdom tooth! *Shivers* Nahz, i'm not getting mine yet. Probably not anytime soon too. Haaa. I need to lose the kilos. i'm still a lumpy mess gliding around looking for food, food and more food. Can't seem to sacrifice any of my time to fit in even half an hour of workout. I'm still addicted to coffee. Help!

Been really busy with the diyjewelery again. 4 more days to the flea!!! Trying to complete the waiting list first but can't help saving some for myself(:

The more i think, the more silly i felt. Why didn't i think deeper before giving the thumbs up? Now i'm stuck in a big mess. Hopefully i'll have a super turbo vaccum cleaner to clean this mess up.

The other thing is that, i'll go with my heart no matter what. I'll see nothing. I'll hear nothing. I won't judge. Wherever it goes, nothing can stop it. Never thought i'll be so sure of myself in my entire life.

2007-06-12T08:27:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling so refreshed and much less moody than last night after a 10hrs sleep. There are so many things to do but i don't know where to start.

I feel and look like a pig. Haven't been excercising at all. I can't stop stuffing myself, alright. Don't give me good food please.

Sunday was catch up and shopping session at Marina with cousin Justin. I'm convinced that none of the main course is good except the whole chicken itself. Don't fancy my pita. The chicken inside was too saucy-ily salty. I wore the wedges out and my calves hurts! Bought some more pointless purchases like bangles and ring again which aren't worth my money at all. But that's me right? Haa.

Had a project meeting in school yesterday morning with the guys. Thank god i finished most of my work on sunday night so i kind of chatted online throughout the meeting. I don't want to spend another 40 bucks to do the biz when there's not even a 1% chance of getting a return. So what if we can do a slightly better report on it? Bleahz! Don't mind me. I bet he wanted to slap me yesterday too. Hahaha. I won't elaborate about it here. It was fun choosing 30 bucks of stationaries at co-op though. i don't think i ever bought so much for a one time purchase. Then i met Mei and Jing at Chinatown. Now i have so much supplies here and no inventory. I still owe 3 earrings, 1 bracelet and 2 necklaces. Its so embarrassing to owe so much but i'm tired. Yvonne! You will get your bracelet tommorrow. Promise. People! T.T.I.T will be having a flea market this coming Sunday! Details will be up soon. Ok, back to my day. We walked all the way to arab street from chinatown and to Bugis again. I didnt have lunch and i swear i was going to faint. Almost 2 hours of constant walking. Good excercise though. We saw a 'Michael' on the train. Hahaha. But no Jing's 'Nicholas'.

I've been lurking at f21 online site alot. I don't have the heart to head down to the store beacuse i'm sure it will burn a big hole in my empty pockets. Need more money!!!

Alright, breakfast! i'm addicted to coffee. Jing will be here at noontime for accessories making:)

2007-06-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

I feel like dozing off anytime soon. So tired!!! Worse than my C.T week. Miserable.

2007-06-10T12:59:00.000+08:00

It Sunday!!!!

I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored.
i'm bored with a capital B-O-R-E-D!!!!!!

I'm so freaking anti-social and i'm very ashamed of myself about it. My uncle is here to help me dad set up the dvd recorder and i haven't left my room to greet him or anything. yuckyyucks myself! i hate answering calls too.

Broke again! Should i go out? I don't want to spend 10bucks topping up my ez-link again. They will be gone so soon. Ugh! Hope my mum wont't check how much i withdrawed from my account before i banked them back again=X

I want my red sony T-100! Pretty pretty puhhhhhlese!(:

2007-06-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

The holidays are hereeeeee!!!!!

I'm down with a headache today and i can't meet Wangbei for our gym session:(
I was late for work today too. Must be because of too little sleep the entire week.

All my papers were too tough for me!!! It doesn't seems so for others. Guess i'll have to work so much harder next time. i always tell myself to work hard but i often disappoints myself. Whatever... I'm not sure when will i wake up from this NIGHTMARE...ugh.

After the test, i went to Bugis with yvonne. Long ride on bus 61 and we were both hungry to the max. We had mac but they don't have gingy anymore. :( awww. did lots of shopping and bought a few stuff. i got my shorts for a steal. love it totally:)

I can't stand the noise and environment in bugis street when its crowded. It makes me feel so dizzy and all...

We met the weirdest shop assistant yesterday! She looks kind of unfriendly but at first but....geez....Yvonne was laughing while trying her shorts so i laughed at her and the girl told me: "you very bad eh, keep laughing at your friend!" and broke into laughter before she left to get another size. Her laughter and the timing is like uh 'Woah!' to me.That yvonne kept laughing and laughing and then the girl just suddenly laugh very very loud. So i laughed at her=X meanie meano me. Hahahahaha. Well, she doesn't know.

Saw a saint bernard at work today! He's super cute!!! Lucky owner, lucky dog! They get to meet so many people when they are out together. He talks to more than 10 strangers in less than 15min the moment he left his car with the dog. Maybe because Sharffy is bigger sized than the normal dogs kept as pet in singapore. But, he is small for his breed! Dad says they don't grant license for the breed in sg. Hmmm. Anyway, why do dogs bring such happiness to humans? I personally feels overwhelmed when i see thick coated big dogs in the streets, etc but i don't feel like that when i see people or whatever. I spent like 20mins gawking at 2 large dogs playing together downstairs from my window months ago.Haa... How i wish i can keep a few dogs (:

2007-06-06T14:23:00.000+08:00

I know i shouldn't be here but my lappy is such a mega huge distraction from studying. I'm really hopeless because my break time is twice longer than my studying time. Next paper is 8.30 tommorrow morning. 6 hours left to study!!! ugh!
Not motivating enough for me yet.

Wondering what time did the 5hours paper ended. That poorthing might be sleeping like a baby at home now. Still, i can't help worrying though.

Is this how the people in the drug rehab feel? Extreme lack of concentration and can't stop thinking about their pills?
You're just like a pill, keep making me better, keep making me better...

2007-06-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

Deleted the quiz i uploaded just now because someone told me it requires a sign up to do it. Yah, but that's not the main point. I don't know how dumb am i or what. I tried to test whether if its working. Erm, ended up with my name on the score board. Its so freaking embarrasing...

2007-05-30T20:23:00.000+08:00

Late nights are killing me! Bummer!
I have 4 pimples waiting to be popped out since last night.
Double eye bags too! *sulk*
Pls,leave me alone! I look like a complete freak!

2hours of school today and alighted at AMK to get food with Qirui.
Maybe i should try the Ralmy burger on friday. Looks yummy!
I'm so freaking fat!!!
Feels soooooo hungry all the time.
Globbled down the waffle hotdog, cheese bun and a otah when i got home.
I had breakfast and dinner today too. Yuckyyucks!
Had lots of tea,coffee and sweets these few days too.
Guess i have to work out 5 times a week after my CT.
Swimming, anyone?(:

F21 Nadia Top and Eyelet Babydoll, pls wait for me ok??? I will get you next friday!!!

2007-05-27T10:12:00.000+08:00

My 100th post!!!!! So let me blog for my baby *grins*

Love this so much! What a beautiful sunday morning....

Everything-Michael Buble

You're a falling star
You're the getaway car
You're the line in the sand
When I go to far
You're the swimming pool
On an august day
And you're the perfect thing to see

And you play it coy but it's kinda cute
Oh when you smile at me you know exactly what you do
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true
Cause you can see it when I look at you

And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you
It's you
You make me sing
You're every line
You're every word
You're everything

You're a carousel
You're a wishing well
And you light me up
When you ring my bell
You're a mystery
You're from outer space
You're every minute of my every day

And I can't believe that I'm your man
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can
Whatever comes our way

We'll see it through
And you know that's what our love can do

And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you
It's you
You make me sing
You're every line
You're every word
You're everything

And so la la la la
So la la la la

And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you
It's you
You make me sing
You're every line
You're every word
You're everything

You're every song
And I sing along
Cause you're my everything

Yeah, yeah

So la la la la
So la la la la

Sing this to me, will you?(:

2007-05-24T22:36:00.000+08:00

Okay, Perrine..PLEASE WAKE UP!
What have you revised for your C.T? Helloooooooo!!!!
Ditto.
*You must be kidding!*
I have tons of things to complete but i just don't feel like doing them. The C.T week is getting closer! About 10 days? Yucks! Now that i've counted.......*sigh*

I feel like a baby sometimes. In terms of behaviour and attitude. I really need to get started on revising. There's just too much distractions going around though. Can someone shut me in a room with nothing but a table and comfy chair and all of my required stuff for studying? I think that might be the only way for me to concentrate. Am i feeling stress? I'm not so sure. I can't start without knowing something. Every module to me is just a big blank with a question mark inside. My head hurts constantly when i think about it and i worry about almost everything that have went through my mind today. Can i just jump right into bed and sleep as much as i want? I'm planning to be a workoholic and make myself work crazy during all of my holidays so i won't get the 'dead brain' which i've got since i entered poly. I'm so mad at myself. Now i'm too late for everything. Only Mr.Ang can save me. Too bad he can't sit for my tests. Grrrr.....

Helpess and hopeless......

2007-05-24T21:19:00.000+08:00

Running through the memories
FOund a chapter so old
Existing, yet untold

Look into my eyes
Can you feel it?
Baby can you feel it?
Tell me if you can feel it
Cos' i need to know
How much you know that i love you so

Now, as i close my eyes, i picture this...

I swear i saw us
As we dance so close under the moonlight
We will remain like this
Yes, we will
Like how the sky stretches
Endlessly...

2007-05-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

It is only a love-hate thing.
I'm so over that phase.
Just let me be alone.

If i can have my way, i won't be back anytime soon. Free me please. I'm running away.

2007-05-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

Why do i always wake up from a nap, feeling so groggy?
*yawn*
So much work to do. *yawn again*
2 more tutorials to go and my never-ending revision which i haven't started on.
C.T week is coming soon and i'm still as lazy as ever.
*YAWN*
Maybe i should just get back to my sweet dreams and forget about everything.

I'm so much better now.
Training myself to be independent?
At least i can get by 2 days without contacting.
Although i still gets a little mad about it sometimes.
One thing, he is always so right and true.
While i get by my mistakes w/o a lecture from him.
But i really really don't wanna lose *one more* again.
I just don't see the point.
I hope the truth had already been discovered.
Maybe i will get to learn again someday.

2007-05-16T18:24:00.000+08:00

I was clearing my inbox of 603 mails when i saw this:

Water Sign
Cancer, Scorpio or Pisces
While the Fire Sign is uninhibited about expressing their feelings, the Water Sign experiences feelings to their fullest. Their hurt, inspiration, passion and compassion are very genuine and very deep. If you're a sucker for the sensitive, brooding artist, chances are you'll fall for a Water Sign.

If you've taken to a Cancer, Scorpio or Pisces, you've chosen a naturally intuitive, compassionate and artistic partner. They are also drawn to beauty - both the emotionally and the aesthetically pleasing. They're anything but shallow, but a well put together ensemble is still likely to catch their eye. You might try taking a Water Sign to a museum or an art show, but just about any kind of creatively stimulating date will satisfy. Moving movies, cathartic theatre and beautiful walks in gardens and parks won't disappoint. If you haven't yet garnered the courage to ask them on a formal date, these are great ways to get to know them better in group and platonic settings.

When fishing for conversation, remember that the Water Sign is ruled by their heart, not their head. As staggeringly intelligent as they may be, the riveting characters in that last film will always be more interesting than the inconsistencies in plot points. Listen to what they have to say. A Water Sign can spend a lot of time thinking and talking about their feelings, but only because he longs to be loved and understood.

Their perceptive nature makes them surprisingly insightful when it comes to people and their needs. That makes them a good listener and a sensitive conversationalist. It also means they're likely to penetrate any insincerity on your part. Be genuine and upfront with this one; your nerves will elicit their empathy, but posturing will only drive them away.

Water Signs have a weakness for romance. And since their feelings are often all-consuming, they can become needy, even obsessive, when they are truly taken with someone. If you do succeed in winning them over, remember not to take their heart lightly, because they can't. While they have a tendency to be held hostage by the tides of their own emotions, this one's depth and sincerity can make for a truly passionate connection.

2007-05-15T19:13:00.000+08:00

My mum and dad are back! Yeah! no more too much housework, no more starving and no more missing...They bought me 5 tops, 2 pants, a bag and a super cute brolly! Lurve the brolly totally! My mum always buy me clothes a little too big though. Tsk, nevermind...

Absolutely never understand why my IS tutor rejected every single ideas we contributed. He rejected the whole class's, not only ours. Kind of pissed off by him. Grrrr! All he can say is: No creativity. No originality. No practicality. No these, no that. Who knows what he wants us to do?! *roll my eyes*
He suggest our group to play the draw-and-guess-word game when people buy stuff from us and suggest another group to play ti-kam(choose a number to get prizes). Uh,hellooo...He's so 'O-U-T' up there. Haa...We're not listening to him...

I believe everything happens for a reason. What should i do if i don't know the reason? What will you do when you need to know the reason? *sigh*
I just want everything to remain the way it is now. At least i still have something? i really really don't know now...

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

["When you're gone"-Avril Lavigne]

Stop sending me sad songs, alright. I'm going back to my depressed-self again.

2007-05-14T10:41:00.000+08:00

I'm sick of food. It were all toast this, toast that, takeouts and maggie mee these few days. I miss mum and dad's cooking. Lousy me only know how to cook unconventional food. Probably starved to death before i can finish preparing my meals.

It's monday and i haven't even finish doing one single tutorials yet. Grrr....But nevermind...

Let's check out the clothes retailing at Topshop by Lily Allen!=)

Pretty,pretty. Love the black flowery printed dress she's wearing! Too bad Singapore is not stocking her line of wear. Only uber-skinny girls can fit into Kate Moss's. Booo....

Who looks awfully good in such a dress with sneakers? Only she do...

Argh! i heart her hair style totally! She isn't too skinny like all the girls nowadays. Haha.I want this necklace! Love the colour.

Alright, i better get preparing now. Going to SPCA later. Hopefully there will be new pics. This blog is dead.

2007-05-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

The weekend is finally here once again!
Tutorials and lots of catching up to do this time (i've been really lazy).
Not forgetting the fmgt project due next thurs! my group haven't started. *anxious*
I still owe 4 earrings, 1 bracelet and 2 necklaces=X sorry for the extremely long wait!

Tonight is so, so quiet at home...
Misses the 'wasa-la-la'...
The endless talking by mummy,the noisy tv and radio,etc...
Still have 4 more nights to go;(
Looking forward to my new bags, clothes and shoes soon!
Hope they'll buy lots of stuff for me *greedy*
Missing my Mummy and Daddy lots!
Can't sleep tonight......

2007-05-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

How can anybody be from cranky to delightful in less than half an hour?
Unless she's crazy like me.
*jumps for joy and dances in circles*XD
think i'm really going crazy this time.

Didn't expect that totally.
Stirring happiness within me that someone you loves, loves is there.
Yet it brings a bout of worry and guilt too.
Now i'm gonna flood someone's mailbox again!=P

When is the 'tech' going to bring you back to reality again?
Huh? Huh? Huh? *grins*

2007-05-08T22:31:00.000+08:00

I'm going to die soon...
from waiting...
*sulk

In times like this when i need you the most.
I know i can't tell you every single thing because:
1) I will feel like the silliest idiot.
2) You are not my besties/gf.
3) I won't know how you feel.
4) All of the above.

Fed up! Fed up! With every single thing in my life.
But nobody can make me feel better(:

Sharpei: Cheer up, sulkhead!
Perrine: Look, who's sulking?
Sharpei: I'm born to sulk.
Perrine: At least you still look so adorable with your sulky face.
Sharpei: Duh. Isn't that obvious enough?
Perrine: Uh...*make a face*

Random.....and.....Dumb

Alright. I want a new digital cam! Mum and Dad gg to bring it along with them and i won't have it with me for my workshop this Saturday! Should i go without it or go to work instead to save up for a new one? Don't wanna give it a miss again...*pouts*

2007-05-07T20:52:00.000+08:00

What a hot day! I almost melted in the blazing afternoon heat today. 1 packet of orange juice, 1 strawberry yogurt drink and 1 bottle of water in 3 hours. Doesn't help that I almost toppled over the stairs' rail in the bus on my way home. The bus suddenly jerked when i was climbing the steps and i have to support my weight with my "frail" left hand. That was the most embarrassing thing that had happened to me this sem. I hope nobody noticed nor remembered it. *cross my fingers*. Nahz, i bet the entire lower deck passengers saw it):

I feel sooo bad about getting a almost brand new 2nd hand textbook for 12 bucks when my senior bought it for 40plus. i know it's a super good deal but somehow i still feel so bad about it. Almost like i've done something wrong. Poor him! Oh,have to clarify! I didn't bargain at all! i only quoted a price and its already a deal. Booo....

2007-05-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

I can't comprehend why the school let those 'drifters' who missed their slots and sacrificed their chance to make a choice to choose what "module" they want. Is giving another chance so difficult? Don't see why they have to create the same number of classes for each module! Its a long story and i have to cut this short. The 'drifters' not only affects other's plans and goals but waste plenty resources as well! *agitated*

I'm pretty mean and i know you want to slap me. Don't tell me its the school problem for not giving you another chance because you didn't very well treasure your chance in the first place. So, please don't come and bother me with it alright?! I'm pissed! Just do what you are suppose to do. Shut up and stop complaining! Grrrrr!

Sigh. i really feel very bad about this entry. Who ask those fellows to get their hand on the tigeress's back.
i knew alittle too much and there are more to come.
Invading this little innocent and naive world of hers......

2007-05-01T21:21:00.000+08:00

*Wheeet* Finally logged in to blogger. Yucks!
i missed blogging on so many occasions. Well, whatever!

First one i missed is Huixin's birthday! Celebrated at New York New York at Citylink. My task for that day is to stall time by bringing Xin here and there before going inside because the two other little darlings haven't finish constructing the car model for her. Hahaha. It proved to be challenging one! I need to go to the bookstore(true) at Citylink but we will pass by New York New York so i had to pull her to Raffles City's instead. The back of my feet were covered with blisters and bleeding by that time. But i have to hide the pain and carry on walking. It's all that shoes fault! I never seen anybody with blisters(from shoes) like mine. *tsk tsk, all in the name of vanity*
Back to the day=) I made her accompany me to shop and lying that Mei and Jing are still at Bugis although she wanted to go in to book a place first. Lol! Yah yah, brought her in when the car model was done=)

Let the pictures do the talking. I don't have much of them though. Boooo....

Birthday Girl! Happy Belated 19th Birthday to You!

They look like they are blowing bubbles. Nahz, they were having ice-cream!

Hmm...let's see what else...
Boring meet up with my IS team mate on Friday.*shhhh*=X
Went sourcing for more beads and findings on saturday with Simei on Saturday.
Caught '200 pounds beauty' on Sunday evening with mei! I absolutely lurve it! Some scenes are darn hilarious and touching. 4 out of 5 stars for it!=D Let's watch again!

Book sourcing at Orchard in the late morning alone yesterday. I went to meet WangBei at Vivo after that then took a visit to her home! She likes my earrings. *thick-skin*Hehe...Whoever says she likes the stuff i made will get it. So, wangbei! I wanna see your msg tomorrow that you got your piercings!

Tiring day today!!! I only done 1/2 of my tutorial. The other 3 were left undone. i'm so dead! Can't stick to my plans most of the time...*Sigh*

Looking forward to Mei's birthday celebration, 'Wild Hogs' movie date with xmm and SPCA trip next week! Yays!

2007-04-24T22:41:00.000+08:00

Days travelling like a humdrum routine.
My existence fluctuating between a "none-there" and "here-here".
Imposed with the "overload" all the time.
Where lies go undetected.
When questions have no answers.
Nothing seems to be right.

I don't need some explanations nor another negotiation.
All i want is that something that has always been there.
Lurking like a beautiful memory in the past.
Shrouding me from the fear in that darkness.
Offering me light when i was too blind to see.

I might have been a little to late.
Too late to turn back, too late to ammend.
Played past the orcheastra of contemptuousness.
I tried to shied myself but to no avail.
Too late, too soon?
It has already been lost...

Why did i said that? I have no answers too. Just a random mixture of feelings which aren't comprehensive by others. There's nothing like a bad memory for you to look back. Be contented with the things that you have done rather than what you have not. Unless you use it as a guage to mark your progress in life. Why not look forward instead of backwards? Strive to do things better in the future than fretting on what you should have done in the past. After all, you can make history but you can't change history.

2007-04-22T21:02:00.000+08:00

I love having breakfast out with my family on Sunday mornings! Especially the Tim Sum breakfast at Chinatown. Then there's always the flea markets at ChinaSquare which i totally love too! I bought another schedule book in faux snake skin this time. Seems like i always find the one that i like in april each year. Coincidence?
I had 2 breakfast today. Porridge, ju jong fan and lots of dim sums. 2 half boil egg and bread at Ya Kun 2 hours later. Shocked?! It's like my typical Sunday out. Hahaha. Gaining weight again but i just can't stop eating. Lunch in school is another thing though. I find nothing that suits my taste there.

Look at these! Can you count how many tigers are there? The painter isn't even sure if there are less or more than of the one hundred tigers he were going to paint. We were passing by a corner at Chinatown Square when we saw the artist touching up on his work.

Excuse the unprofessionally take photos. The actual painting is stretches out longer than what i managed to capture. So yah, you won't never derive at the 100 tiger counts. No 90 something, no 100 plus unless you take a trip down to check it out. Interesting!(:

2007-04-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

Happy 2nd year Anniversary, Baby!<33333
Thank you for everything!
Words alone can't express how i feel.
Only you do know(:

I'm dead beat.
Totally drained.
Except for the teeniest energy i still left for typing and rant.
Guess i shall go to sleep soon.
Long day ahead tomorrow and the "torture chamber" on sunday.

2007-04-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

*Shuts my eyes tightly* I went to get my contact lenses today!!!! Like finally!
Bought them, wait for them for more than a week because of my oblique astig degree in my left eye, wear them and can't take them out. *Purse my lips*
That's so humuliating. The opt have to take both out for me...=X
Kinda happy that i "forced" them in, at least i did. So please sympathize with me..Haha
Shucks! I have to go back on saturday. Not sure if i should torture myself again or just stick to being half blind and my specs. I'm still deciding...
Big thanks to Xin who accompany me through the ordeal and survived my irritating constant whining! Hehe...

I'm so tired. Reached home at almost 9pm. Need a long long rest......*YAWN*

I'm starting to like my school life more now.Blog about it soon...*YAWN again*

2007-04-15T20:23:00.000+08:00

School is starting TOMORROW! *groan and sulk*.
Major mundane affair for like 7weeks and its the common test on week 8.
I'm so looking forward to the 2 weeks break! Haha.
This is just so bad. Thinking of school makes me feel like dying.
I can only tell myself to enjoy and make the most of this new semester.
I want time to fly past asap yet i don't (sometimes)...
It's like wasting my years away without fufilling anything that makes me feels so...guilty? useless.
Can't think of anything to help myself anymore.
*Clasp my hand together and pray: Dear God, please make sure you make me make sure that i work a million times harder in my studies than i ever did in my entire life. Thank you.

Reading bug is back.Good thing though.
Seems like i have a difficult time trying to phrase and spell.
I should stop using my darling lappy. But, i can't.
I still need it for hours until december anyway.
Electricity company sure loves my large consumption.
I'm writing so randomly...Haaa...

Oh yah! I bought the bus concession instead of train now.
No free shuttle bus for me in the morning anyway since my classes starts like uh 1pm,1pm,12pm,10am,10am.
No more jostling with the morning(going to work,school and market) crowd and the evening crowd(knocked off work humans).
I think i will miss that somehow
From tomorrow onwards, i have to stick my butt on that bus seat for like 1hour and then transfer bus again.
I will find out which one is the sheer torture. Sitting or standing.
Sitting gives you humengous butt while standing gives you toned calves.
Which one is better? Of course its the latter!
Ok,enough of my babbling....Bleahz...
I'm brain kinda went haywire.

2007-04-12T21:53:00.001+08:00

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2007-04-05T21:45:00.000+08:00

I'm kind of lazy to blog today but....

here are the pictures from Jing's belated birthday celebration on tuesday!

At Roma again for dinner.

I watched Music and Lyrics with Jing at Marina. I rate 3 stars out of 5 for it. The movie tugged at my heart's strings with its simplicity of love and fame, found unexpectedly. Love Drew Barrymore, her clothes and the song, 'Way Back into Love'. I like it alot! Check the movie out! Cora(Hayley Bennett) is sizzling hot! Haha *roll my eyes*

2007-04-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

i'm singing...

i'm singing...

the

MONDAY B-L-U-E-S...

Life's so boring. It has come to a point where there's only room for emptiness and nothing in the world matters anymore. Does anyone feels that way too? I wonder...

Nothing particularly interesting to blog about since its just me and myself most of the time now.
Eh, actually i can't recall what i did more than 4 days ago.
Last Friday was such a good day because i finished reading a novel, The Wives of Bath by bestselling author, Wendy Holden. 1st book i read finished this year! It is already april and i'm only down to 1 book. Darn! At least i read it in less than 2 days. Ok,my comment for the book. I love it! Witty and sharp. Although some parts are quite similar to what i've read in some adult fiction. Why is it always that at least one character is gay?! Well, i'm not being anti-gay here. Its just that there will be 2 woman who have to join the singleton society when there's a pair of gays out there.

Last Saturday was late afternoon shopping with Justin at Vivo. Vivo is comparable to the sunday wet market x5times in the weekends. It is soooo crowded and noisy. I bet nobody can hear me if i scream at the top of my lungs in the middle of the mall. So everybody! Please go to Vivo in the weekends instead of the weekdays ok?:) Because i want some little peace when i shop there in the weekdays. Hahaha.
He said something that made me think twice. I really wasted my whole 18. At least he live till his 18 to take his A levels. But me? What magnificant thing has i done? Does screwing up my whole life count? No, it doesn't. I'm still convinced that i lived until my 19 to go melbourne. Lol. What a airhead...

Sunday was Jing's birthday! Happy Birthday girl! You are born on April's Fool Day. And we are celebrating your birthday tomorrow! I want to catch a movie with you!!!:)

2007-03-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

I've been craving for sushi,every waking hour today!
Had to ask my mum to get it for me because i just can't move myself away from my PC screen.
(Playing Sims2 for like-days.)
It must be the japanese vinegar in the rice.
Now i feel like polishing the whole packet of Ruffles chips bought today.
Eeeew! i'm such a pig!
Let's pig out! *Oink*
Now i'm going to blame myself for holing myself out in my safe sanctuary.
Too much time on my hands had got me a little..*Uhhh Duhhh?* lately.
Super R-A-N-D-O-M here.
Wish i got that job at SFF.
Its so glamorous!
I don't mind skipping school for the next coming one.
Told ya, my mind is not functioning as it should.*roll my eyes*
Where is the repairman?!
Can't someone call him for me?
:(

2007-03-26T22:23:00.000+08:00

I said i don't like reality. Neither do i like my dreams. This morning that's it. It was a sign of mockery of what's happening in reality. I was falling so fast. We were. Everyone was holding on for their dear life but my mind was only on only one thing. Can't believe how selfish i am.
Nevermind that i've been acting like a freako lately. Sorry guys, for my frequent whinings and etc. I'm so ashamed of myself. I know there are many souls out there who are judgemental of what i'm doing but they know nothing of the whole story. So, just wanted to say you've earn none of my trust for me to share and i don't care what you think of this too.

2007-03-20T19:55:00.000+08:00

I am still feeling the jitters from the self time tabling regestration this morning. By the time i managed to log in, the best timetable were already snapped up. Vanished in a matter of seconds.(And i mean in a few seconds.) Its like a snap of the fingers and *wooosh* No more! So the fastest fingers get the best timetable. Booo!
Anyway, my poly besties and i managed to get into class 23. At least there's no 2 hours break in between.(Yays! No lunch for me!) Yes, starting class later means going home later. Mine are all 4 or 5pm. :( I want school from 9am to 2pm. Oh no!!! That's means i can't save on my transport fee! No free shuttle bus for me now. *pouts*. *Double boooo!!*
Well well, at least i still have my friends. I'm too anti-social to make new friends. Maybe i have the 'Shut up and don't talk to me face'? *shurgs*

I was at Vivo shopping with WB and JY today! Like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!:)
Tried on lots of clothes. Love 'em all! Can i have all of them please???
I bought one top at F21 which looks like a pyjama. That will be my 'I haven't had a good sleep last night and please leave me to my own sleepy dreamland'. Haaa...

Just another bad hair,bad face day. No matter how i comb, style, mess, pull, it doesn't seems right. It just don't belong to me. Wonder why does all the hairdresser love layering my hair. Now i'm neither going for a trim nor cut. I want it thick and wavy which frames my face like Nobody Biz. Don't care if anyone is going to say that it looks damn freaking messy/ugly. At least it will keep 'people' away for the time being.

Lastly! I want to go Melb! I'm desperate and i'll do anything for it. Flight scheduled on next week. Wish me luck! Lots of luck!!!!

2007-03-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

These past few days have been great! Minus a few tiny annoying stuff...(:

I'm freaking mad today! High level of entertainment. It must be too much of carbon monoxide. Too close to nature...

I'm so close to getting what i want now. Just a nod to proceed and i can pack and go. Should i risk it and be guilty for the rest of my life or should i heed the advices and let a important opportunity slips through my fingers? *Sigh* Why do i have to decide for myself? Can i not have to worry about anything and pack my bags and go now?

Life is tough...

Pardon for the change of mood. Something happened before i can continue with my nonsense. So there, you'll never know what the future holds for you. Even the next minute, the next second.

2007-03-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

Bad Day.

When its bad, its bad. Remains bad. Continue to be bad. *Sigh*
When is good day? i mean GOOD!!! Where is it?
*Roll my eyes*

I'm super whiney......

Felt cheated today.
5 spools of yarns?! It cost much more than what i'll get in the shops.
I hate ~~knitting.~~
I'm going to do it moi own way.
By the time i finished using that technique, it will already be summer.

*Big Sighhhhhhhhhhh*
Just feel like rotting in melb now.
Why can't i??? ):

Need my sweet retreat.

2007-03-10T23:49:00.000+08:00

Darn pissed off by someone. Don't want to talk about it. Those who should know, have known and that's enough. Don't know what's up with me but my anger boils up real fast and i forgets about getting mad after a short period of time. My anger used to continues throughout the day. Shhh....

Nothing to blog about actually. Hmmm....YAH! I want a Blythe doll! I must have one, at least!A pretty blonde/brunette long hair, turquoise eyes and pouty lips. Just like this... Awww...isn't she adorable? So sweet!

Or one like her...Pretty yet cool!

I'm so gonna get it! Let her be our ambassador, girls!(:
I want to make clothes for her! Haha.

2007-03-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

Had a haircut yesterday. Snipped 4 inches of my mane. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! Totally hate going to the salon! Now i look completely like a secondary school kid. I miss my ugly too-long fringe and my ugly too-layered back. At least they are M-E. Hoping that they will grow out real fast soon!!! *Please!!!*

Jing and me went to Pasir Ris Farmway today. Yep! We walked all the way there. From the nearest bus stop of course! Lots of dogs. We saw sleeping dogs, sleepy dogs, quiet dogs, shy dogs, curious dogs and more sleepy dogs. They are so adorable...but not as much as my handsome dogs! That's alaskan malamute for me! Samoyeds too!(:

We actually went to Simei's Pet Safari to look at dawrf rabbits but theirs aren't that nice. The dogs are better. I got a shock when i was fiddling around with a hamster cage. A hamster poped up suddenly from the top cover. Haha! Thought the cage were only for display. I didn't notice that there are at least one in all the cages.

My alaskan mal! 5months old.

Samoyed. 5months old too. He's really handsome! Jing think so too. Hee...Gotta love his eyes. I'll give him the best eyes award for all the breeds available!

Sher Pei. About 6 months old. Isn't he adorable? He posed for picture takings.

Maltese. The baby of the lot. 3months old only. Waited for around until he woke up. Just makes me feels like carrying it to coo and fuss over him!

The weather is really warm recently...The headaches keep coming back. So been sleeping quite alot. I'm jobless! I'm broke! Need to find a job if not i'll be decomposed real soon...

2007-03-07T00:23:00.000+08:00

Its time for me to shut my mouth and think and listen.
Something wrong with my brain ever since.
Seem like i never thinks.
Its always me, me and me...
That's my fault.
The bigget mistake i ever make.
:(((((

2007-03-05T19:39:00.000+08:00

Baby . Marshmallow
R.I.P on March 4 2007
Buried on March 5 2007

You are the joy, companion and happiness.
It might only be only a short while but we will always love and remember you fondly.

In loving memory of Perrine and Alex

2007-03-05T15:26:00.000+08:00

The photos are here finally! My finger were tired of saving almost 250 photos for that day. Phew!

Took Sentosa Express from Vivo to Sentosa. First time taking it!(: It was a real slowpoke...
At the tram station:

We were going to Siloso but can't find any nice spot. The beach bar is so cool! Never saw that many decks in Singapore's beach. Thought i will only see them in beaches in australia. That's why Siloso look crammed.
T.T.I.T took the skyride and luge when we were passing by! Boy! It's so fun! Please let's go take it again on the next Sentosa outing!
Jing and Mei were screaming when it went up. Xin and me were like laughing at their screams. It looks alright above ground. Wonder if i wear my specs? Erh....better not!
Next on! The beach!!! My SPF 130 sunscreen is the best available in the market because i'm still as tanned as before! Muahahaha! No suntan oil=no tanning for me though.
Xin and me acted as spy and capture their "frolicking" in sea on video. Shhhh....
Jing even plucked flower for us to put in our hair. *let's dance to the hawaiian beat*

Here are some random photos after the beach session. We went to UWW, Merlion, herb and spice garden where it is filled with pots of flowers from the flower festival or something on chinese new year. I'm so proud of myself because my itchy hand didn't pluck and flowers.

That's all....
I LOVE SENTOSA!
I am going to make Sentosa Cove my home when i'm rich. With my own beach and private yatch to boot. Yays!

2007-03-03T22:37:00.000+08:00

aa said: "Heard from a famous professor that humans are born to be selfish."
*perrine is not going to elaborate on this*

*Rolls eyes x3 times and clench my jaw* GGRRRRRRRRRRR! Hear me ROAR!!!
How many freaking times have i been mad about others who are selfish?
Can't even count nor comprehend.
That's why Perrine don't really like humans sometimes.
They make her happy,sad,tired,angry and frightened.
Rather be alone all by herself sometimes.
She might haven her own selfish ways too but you can hate her for all you want.
She just don't care=))

Yesterday:
Shopping with Huixin at Orchard! Found tusk necklace at F21.Yeah! 1 more up in collection!(: Sales at Fourskin! Likes the designs there. Shopping is sinful! Even when i go window shopping without money. I'm most likely to go home being mad at myself for not buying what i wanted instead of being proud of myself for curbing my spending for a day.
Got 'conned' by Joycelin Sim Kai Xian! 3 is the max! Turns out to be 7.
I'm a liar about the reasons and i'm not afraid to say so. Ask me privately if you want to know.
Watched Dreamgirls(2.5/5 stars). Ain't worth your time and money unless you wanna see curvy women swaying their booty and waving their hands (dancing), singing when they are sad, happy, fighting or crying. Ahem! We are talking about America's most sought after R&B singer, Beyonce though. Its entertaining overall. I like a few songs myself:)

Today:
TTIT HITS THE BEACH!!! Yays!!! We have 300 hundred over pictures taken today:) Will post it when i get em. Blog more with photos! Tata!

2007-02-28T20:11:00.000+08:00

Prfff! woke up darn late today. I polished off my plate for every meal today. I'm so sick of food now!

Was freaking late for the meet up with yongxin,qirui and yvonne yesterday. They got me a babydoll tunic as my birthday present plus a lunch treat at pizza hut and rui got each of us a tee shirt from bangkok! :) So love...Bought a pink tank top from U2. Gonna wear that to the beach on saturday! I'm so looking forward to it! And...i saw the Fossil charm watch! Woah, like finally! Been looking around for it all over Singapore. Qirui say its not as nice as the other vintage lookalike. Hmm......Should i get it?

It was rain,rain and more rain today:)

Please...will anyone go melbourne with me? (headache)

2007-02-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

Today is moi 19th Birthday!

I've got tons of pictures to upload,dearies!(:

It's Clarke Quay on a late Friday morning! Love the vibrant colours in the backgrounds. It's darn peaceful in the morning and how i wish i live there(:

Next on, we went to have lunch at Billy Bombers... More photo takings!

Yummy!!! I know why am i still feeling so hungry now! Look at the food! Don't they just makes your stomach growl??? Pardon my face for being plastered all over the place. Yah, i don't know why my face looks so big, as usual...And...I love 'Sophia'! Hahaha. I want more of her!

Jing have to go back to work in the middle of lunch. Left the 3 of us...More fooling around in the washroom. I love the glass panel with the silhouettes of a woman.

We are dancing *grins*

Next..tea at Swensen's with Mei. A late one indeed...

Ice-creams! Like finally! Craving for it since exams week but have to abandon the thought because i were afraid of falling sick. We ordered an waffle with icecream too. Mei sang a birthday song for me(: So sweet!

The best part about food today is that the birthday girl got to eat all 6 maschinos cherries by the end of the day! She loves them!!!

Then i had dinner with Daddy at Mad Jack Cafe. A big suprise beacause i didn't know that there's shophouses at Punggol! Daddy says they are well over 40years...Wish we had drove in to visit the animal farm but think they are closed.

Lastly, before today ends, I wanna thank those who wished me and the birthday presents!!! Love them all! Biggest Thanks to TTIT! <33333>

2007-02-22T09:46:00.000+08:00

Happy Pig Year! *Oink oink oink*

Today's the 5th day of CNY. Having stomach upset from the food i ate these few days. I want my shark fin's soup!(:
I think i'm really getting older because cny doesn't really excite me much anymore.It's just another day. Maybe just a week of collection of ang baos,junk food bingeing and blackjack. Don't really have the "Yeah! New year is here! Will have lots and lots of fun with my cousins!etc" *Shrugs*

Big 19 tomorrow. I'm dreading it...I'm still feeling nonetheless,15,the most. 19! No way! More responsibilty, more realities, less fun. Booooo......Although i'm not looking forward to being 19, i am to the getherings!:D Miss my friends already...

I want a holiday job! Don't want to stay at home to rot...

i've got the answer(:

2007-02-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

=D Happy! Happy! Happy! Exams are finalllyyyy O-V-E-R! Woooohoooooooooo!!!
On a side note, i practically didnt finish almost half of the paper. Both miec and ffa. I'm soooo dead...*shut my eyes and squirm* Hope i can pass these modules. So much for trying my "best" to get an B for both. Haiz..This was suppose to be a happy entry but i only 1 out of the 5 is a happy one.Booo....

Was planning to go home right after my exam and hit the sack but my mind keep thinking about the necklace so i asked yvonne along to chinatown. So worried that she might be annoyed with me for staying in the shop for toolong(almost 1 and a half hour?! haha) but she was so sweet,didn't compalain once and helped to look for my beads(:

Took a nap right after i got home and packed my room! Uh, not really coz it was my mum who do the whole cleaning job while i sit there and look at her clean..Haha..I did the simplest packing tasks.

My life is back to normal! Felt as there isn't any worries now(: Nothing much except whether i will be able to buy the clothes and etc i wants to wear for CNY. I'm broke! I'm getting a job asap after CNY so i'll have enough for the trip(:
Hola! Spain! Spain! Spain! Latomatina!!!

2007-02-13T19:23:00.000+08:00

Screwed up my Miec paper today. Well, great>.<
I will be the death of myself someday soon.
Just wanna drift past these two days. I don't care anymore. So tired of all these...

2 more days to go and i will be free of worries.
Let me just surround myself with things i like and people i love. Only these helps me to forget. Don't want to be alone anymore...and please, don't ever remind me of it. Although i will not forget.Nothing.Wish i can sleep throughout this whole period. Fact is i can't...Reality will still be reality.

Less than four hours and i've started to miss u:/

i just want a single crimson rose

2007-02-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

Haha...1 more day left to my first paper and i'm online almost the whole day. Slacking here and there. Tell me i did a great job and pat my back if i were to flunk my papers(:

STUPID EXAM!!!!! ~~stupid me~~ I hate exams when you're never here to motivate me. You might think its a distraction but its my best and only motivation ever since.

Exams aside, I WANT TO GO SHOPPING!!! Need to get new clothes,shoes and a bag asap!(for CNY)..Oh no!!! Seems like whenever i wants/needs to buy something, i find none. Then when i just want to window shop, i find 424523 things i like=X *roll eyes*
On 15 feb, 11.10am, more than 300 students will see a lunatic running out of the exam hall,screaming at the top of her lungs that she's going shopping!!! Yeah, she will be so crazy sometimes...

i'll be fine...

2007-02-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

Did it all really started with a tear?
That's my biggest fear.

I had got so much in the past.
And left with little or nothing at all.
I know memories are meant to be treasured.
But i can't stop myself from living in them.
If has become part of life.
The truth was there all the time.
I choosed to ignore it.
Pretending i'm thinking too much.
It comes to a point when...
I can't seperate dreams from reality.
Stopping myself from having expectations.
Because i know i'll get are disappointments.

Then,there is this story...

It goes.....

Why am i so selfish?
Why am i so blind?
Why am i so unforgiving?
Why didn't i just demand the truth from you?
When all you wanted to do is hide?
To hide your pain inside.
Trying to give me all i wanted.
Even when you know you are fading.
Fading away...

I can't run anymore.
Keeping up your pace is a difficult thing for me to do.
I really don't wish to see your back against me.
Without turning and asking me to keep up with you.
I wanted to call out your name.
To make you come back.
But you are so close to victory.
I don't want to be a burden.
That you have to carry for the rest of this path.
(That's a lie)
I want to be you energy,
cheering you on.
Seeing your victory smile.
I know,
is all worthwhile...

I saw your dream..Let me follow it with you...

2007-02-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

Something gonna change soon. A big change. It seems so familiar yet still unknown. Anticipating or dreading it, i don't know. Hoping that i'll be able to take it as it comes. Maturely and strongly this time.

i believe i will...

Hold on strong for me and for you...

This is fun!

2007-02-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

--Here is the deal:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.
And there you have it...

01 how does the world see me? I don't need a man. Haha!
02 Will I have a happy life? come back to me ( yah yah)
03 What do my friends really think of me? love,me
04 Do people secretly lust after me? because u love me
05 How can you be happy? everytime
06 What should I do with my life? I want you ( yah, its true)
07 Why must life be so full of pain? every other time
08 Will I ever have children? She will be loved.
09 Will I die happy? superwoman
10 What is some good advice for me? Stickwitu (Yays! i will)
11 What is happiness? When you believe (true!)
12 What's my favourite fetish? Sexy back(omg! hahaha! this is so funny)
13 How will I be remembered? i do(cherish you)...(nice one!)
14 What is your love life like? i'll never break your heart
15 What's your life motto? going crazy
16 What do your parents think of you? Just say yes (hahaha! what is this?)
17 What's your favourite hobby? kiss goodbye
18 What does your best friend really think of you? you're beautiful (haha!-_-")
19 What's the worst thing about you? foolish
20 Describe your mind. what my hearts wants to say (this is so true)
21 How will you die ? take my breath away (freaky!)
22 How does your crush feel about you? i knew i love you
23 What is your wedding going to be like? last christmas (must be on christmas.haha)
24 What about your honeymoon? drowning (wait! but the song goes like this: "drowning in ur love!":P)
25 Describe the last day of your life- sway(lol! will i die dancing or because i'm suay?!)
26 Why does life suck-accidentally in love (this sucks!)
27 Why does life rule? Hero(:
29 What's the craziest thing you'll ever do? Paint my love (someday i will paint the world with my love:))
30 Will you achieve your goals? take me to your heart
31 What will your future job be like? unfaithful (nahz..must be lots of job hopping coz i want to try so many things. hahaha)
32 Your party life? drama queen-_-"
33 Overall, will you be happy? only love (love makes me happy! it makes my world goes round)
34 Or will you just deal with it? say goodbye (i do sometimes)

This is so fun! Try it and post it on your blog!(:

Phew!Too busy to read my blog or else i'll get another scolding from him again for not studying=X

2007-02-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

Lazy Lazy Lazy ME!
EEEeeeeRahhhhhhhhh!
I've only managed to complete the lil things.
What happened to ME???
I'm way behind....
Shucks!

Awaiting for arrival of lil hammie tomorrow(:
I'm clearing my desk for a lil space for her.
Wonder if she will be like arrogant Princessa.Haha.

Babylove is coming, in like 363535 more seconds:D

2007-02-01T10:26:00.000+08:00

It has been chilly lately.
My feets and palms are so cold.
But my neck and forehead is freaking hot.
Nope,i'm not having a fever..

Up early without feeling the urge to hit the pillow again this morning(:
Spend some time up here though..erm...
At runwaycity...
I'm itching to Shopppp!
Love clothes!
No no, i'm not a shopaholic.
Soon,i'll be...lols

Wanna be back at the end of the day to say i've been hardworking today.
So...
Byebye.

*chanting* 'Be hardworking, be hardworking, be hardworking.'
*glup* 'What a mouthful.'

@_@Panda eyes....Waiting....

2007-01-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

I'm sooooooo bored...........That's why i'm here,complaning.

Seems like nothing can get into my little little brain. Have only done like 1 out of 5 of my to do list.*groans*. How am i going to take my exam at this rate?!

New hobby is taking charge! Itching to finish them all before new ideas burst out uncontrollably...

Boring school! No FFA tutotials tomorrow. So, there will be like 5 hours of break to the next lecture? Boring! If i can't study at home means i'm not going to make it tomorrow in the library too. Serve me right! For not revising frequently...Bleahz!

Looking forward to a late dinner at billy bombers tomorrow:)

Ohhh...Just where are you? Want no disappointment. Yet here i am.....All alone.

Bad Karma

2007-01-24T22:30:00.000+08:00

Read about something that was sent through my email this morning.Something about Karma...So much for the regular predictions of ever blossoming good life i will have. Although none of it ever gets in my head, i do belive in Karma though. What goes around comes around. It does not happens in order. Heard people saying that:"Hao xing mei hao bao". The person who did not appreciate your good intentions will not get the appreciation by others in the future...blah blah blah, so on and so forth...So, the conclusion that i am going to make is...'I will do more good by helping those in need so that good karma is practised and passed on.' Its time for me to do some social work...

Thought a lot about the verses going through my mind in the middle of the night. maybe i'll post it soon and includes some illustrations as well. It's the only thing that i find as the best remedy for my 'speedy t-h-i-n-k-i-n-g silly head. If i use as much speed for thinking and absorbing, in my studies, i will be as smart as her. Haha, i'm kidding about the smart part. This is just an easier explanation on how fast my mind reacts to some matters in my life.

Unlucky me! Plagued by bad Karma? NO NO No! This is so scary. Finally got a chance to see someone but due to a sudden obstacle at the last minute, we have shelve the plan. Pouts...Were late for S&W today because i took a long time searching for the shop in Chinatown. My lateness caused the class to be extended. So everyone have to go home half an hour later. Geez...My coach went for his reservice and the substitue for today is the module leader. Feels so apologetic to them...

Took 74 to Hougang after school. Sit till my butt is numb. The ride were just so long, luckily YX chatted with me on the phone all the way. Yah, i walked all the way from the interchange to the swimming complex to meet Xin. 2 excercise session in a day, not counting the almost running style in Chinatown. Haha...Finally bought more materials! Made a pair of earrings for my sis last night and a bracelet for myself this morning. Got to improve on my workmanship though=X

Tata! Off to making my big red heart necklace! Wheee!

2007-01-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! Well well, its not my birthday yet but T.T.I.T gave me a suprise birthday celebration on 19/1! In advance due to the coming exams. So touched!:) A million thanks, lovlies!!!<3

A quick update about that day:
Meet xin at bugis first coz the others will be very late. Went to shop around but didnt notice that xin were trying to get me out of the shops. Agreed to book a table at Roma Deli with Xin although we will have to wait for the others for another 2 hours>.<
Since i'm almost a half blind (i never wear my specs out even though both added up total to 600 degrees),i were tagging along and giggling away behind xin when we went in the restaurent.
Know why? i thought i saw a couple sitting at the back with the menu, sitting super close together! Wondering why is Xin still going way into the back. It turns out to be Jing and Mei!!! Guess what?! behind the menu is a Hello Kitty Birthday cake!!!!!=D
All nicely done up, with the mini donuts and fishes pancakes that Jing made specially for the day. Very thoughtful and sweet of them! So happy! =D
Had our dinner after the cake cutting. Baked pasta for me and baked rice for them! Delicious!
Later on, we shopped around and they bought me 2 tops as birthday presents. Luv them! Gonna wear them for CNY! Actually i got lured away unknowingly when i'm thinking whether i should make the purchases. Hahaha...

2007-01-20T10:08:00.000+08:00

Pomeranian

Awww....Look at the little tush ball! Its so cute!=)

My own escapeda

2007-01-18T22:41:00.000+08:00

Shucks! Got a letter form school about me missing a tutorial! Lectured by my dad, what else...Geez...Thankfully my dad is kind enough not to show it to my mum or else i can't even make it here, blogging..Phew!

Skipped FFA lecture today, thinking i will be able to do get some work done. Instead, ended up watching 'Meet the Parents' with von an yx in the library...Got a henna for free in school too!=) Had a little accident earlier. We were getting up to leave when suddenly yvvone suddenly swing her bag as she was standing up. Guess what?! Yep, her bag smudged my henna and there was like a little patch of 'shit' clunged to her bag. So unlucky! But the Indian girl touched up my henna again. Haha...

Brought me to cloud 9 and was sent back to the Ol'days....I detest spending too much of my time alone, thinking. Miserable is half the word to describe. Yet suprisingly, i am able to make myself sort out my thoughts positively and move on.
Sometimes i just want to spend all my day with my love ones who love me for who i am. Allowing myself to forget about the unhappy stuff and truly be my own happy self.

Maybe its time to let go..Accept whatever that comes and learn to look at them as a blessing. Not so bad ever all...It could all have been much more worse. But they are not...=)

I'm starting to think like 'you'! *grins* <3

2007-01-14T19:35:00.000+08:00

Fahrenheit - Ai Dao

Oh my gosh!!!

Ai daooooooo....

Wo bei dian dao le! Lol

The nights are cold but my heart is warm...

2007-01-14T07:19:00.000+08:00

Finallyyyyy! The weekends is here!=D Nevermind that i slept in late and escape from the hustle and bustle of life! Let me crawl back to my comfy sanctury while i blog on....

School as usual. Had a CIP project meeting with my group. Bumble BEE came 5 minutes when we were about to leave. Complained about it all the way from the atrium to sending me off to class. Hahaha...After class, YX and me went to have our lunch. Saw Long Fang and suprisingly, Jonathan,who were trying to hide his face in Canteen 1. Felt bad enough that i didn't stop for a chat. Anyway its so awkard talking to people you knew well but lost contact...Geez...Then we were off to library to do our MYOB. Yeps! I'm all done! Erm...But i didn't got the correct answers. Haha...

Met my dear TTIT in the evening for a catching up session. Shopped a little while with Jing before Mei joined us for dinner at Shaw House,Roma Deli, a italian vegetarian restaurant. *stomach growling* I miss the mushroom soup and the baked pasta i ordered! Roma Deli's food are way better than Pastamania and that pasta house or something at Takashimaya. Nice ambience too! With the spotlights on each tables and the music...Thumbs up for the service! Not to forget, the shuai ge for Xin! Muahahaha....

I was made a victim of teasing by Jing and Mei on the walk back to Bugis to meet Xin.-_-" *groans*...About aa nonetheless...haha

Fast forwarding..........Bought a necklace for my sis(birthday)and rush to accompany Xin to buy a pair of shoes before the shops close. The rain has started to pour again so we quickly made our way to the train station. Then it was more playing around in the rain and laughing non-stop at ourselves. Mei was trying to splash Jing and Xin from the muddy puddles but we ended up being drenched up to the knees unintentionally(both of us were sharing the umbrella). Lol...Jing and Mei keep ai dao-ing although we don't know what are they singing. Hahaha...

Despite the cold freezing rain, my heart is warm...Thank you for being in my life!
You girls are my sunshine pills!:)

My heart trembles, waiting for the answer...

2007-01-11T22:40:00.000+08:00

It's only the 11th day of year 2007 and it has been a hell-like one for me. Caught in a whirl wind of tormenting and distressing situations. Guess that each of us have our own vulnerability. It only depends on each individual. Not that it does not exist but how much are we willing to show it. Pain is inevitable, misery is choice. I tried to fight it but i can't...I won't say i did my best and tried every ways beacuse i have no chance to...
Yah...it sounds like an excuse but it is the truth.

Wish it isn't happening like the way it is now.
Because it is not suppose to be like this at all.....
Plainly hate it!
Regretful to say, there's nothing left i can do but to wait again......

Doubts will be cleared if only we asked.
Running and avoiding makes it worse...

Don't ya play a trick on me

2007-01-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

I think i am losing my mind!!! Arghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! *Yell like a gone case*

6 undone tutorials
1 coming test next week
2 presentations next week
CATS presentation slides
MYOB
2 MIEC assignments
Project meetings
Can't even remember what i still need to do

What is this?! So much work and so little time! Got to rush most of them by Sunday.
My eyes rings are getting darker and deeper now. Who is kind enough to supply me with 2 months of 'panda eye' patches to heal them? Haha...

Bothered and tired

2006-12-30T19:33:00.000+08:00

Saturday Fever!!! :(

I'm soooo sick of eating chicken bolognese...Think i'm gonna puke! Maybe I should try the 2 weeks detox. Hmmm....

No one cares about the CATS project now. We've done ditto of what we should be doing during the break. *Sigh* Tons of things to complete ( MYOB, Miec assignments, tutorials and whatever i can't remember) but i lack the motivation...

Been having bad dreams lately too. All of them are so similar! *Frown* Looked them up in the dream dictionary last night and find how close is the connection to my fears in real life. Shan't disclose what they are though. I don't feel like sleeping tonight in case i dream of the same stuff again...On a side note: Dreams are definately not the opposite of what will happens in real life. Dreams are part of another exit of your true feelings, fears, wants, etc. Its something deeper and spiritual which are not expressed in your waking hours...Well, just a thought..:)

Note to XXXX: p.s You know who you are.
I WANT TO GO ESCAPE!!! YOU HEAR ME? *ROAR*
*Chesire cat smile* So when are we going??? Haha...I'm really tired of asking and asking...=X

2006-12-29T04:15:00.000+08:00

6347 blogskins later......
I still can't find anything i like....Hooo humm....Settled for this first then...*pouts*

It's Friday again! 1,2,3...4 days left till beginning of new term. Felt like my holiday mood never fade. It has been following me since term 3...Yucks! That's why i can never get my brain working at full pace. Lazy lazy me!

Ahhhhh!!!!!! Save me!!!!!!

*Yawn* Nothing much to blog about...Still thinking bout the assignments still left undone...

Was back at Fishermen on wednesday after for almost 10 months? Couldn't believe what was left...1 outdoor restaurent? Can't remember whether the fishing pond was still there or not. Calamari was not even on the menu. What a great disappointment!

No doggies taking walks too except 2 cats who came to 'meow' for food. Hahaha...We ordered enough to feed at least 4 person. Duh! Its because of the change of menu!...aa fed most of our unfinished food to the cat who keep coming back to 'meow'. Conclusion: The cat loves Fried Sotong Balls! Finished 3 of them. :)

2006-12-26T03:28:00.000+08:00

HO! HO! HO!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
*grins*

In town with Mei on Christmas Eve!=)

Jolly Jolly Season of Giving. Where is Santa Claus this year? I haven't seen one yet! Unless the singing Santa at Seng Xiong supermarket counts. =X

I miss those Christmas parties i had attended when i was young. So much food, singing, playing with friends and cousins...Needless to say, the presents! Haha.

Anyway, NEVER countdown to Christmas or New Year at Orchard Road! Heed my advice unless you really love to jostle in the freaking Bangala crowd!-_-"
There are hordes of them!!! and!....Ummm...I think i should avoid this topic before i offend anyone...

Shall make it a more meaningful one next year! Will be dreaming of a White Christmas again :)

Life has been bitter, hope it will be sweet from now on...

2006-12-17T18:18:00.000+08:00

Someone has finally returned the night before yesterday! =)*beams* Watched DejaVu with him yesterday. Haha...I hope the days ahead will not be dull again like what it was without 'U'.....

Celebrated Yvonne's birthday and TTIT shopping session again on friday. They had to endure hours of shoes shopping with me. Hahaha...Because of my 'high expectations' and 'big feet', we couldn't find anything i like. Spent almost all of my money i've saved on a new mascara and the leather bag i've been looking for a long time for someone. Lol....

There are things that were left unsaid.
Until today,
I've been searching for the right words to say.
But opportunties have drifted away.
I can only hold on to the memories,
tucked secretly away.
As sweet as it may...
Thinking of it brings a smile to my face.
Slowly,
time will vanish without a trace.
Will it be remembered fondly?
Or forgotten in a haste?
Seems like no one knows.
For what the future holds...

"Things left unsaid" by Perrine Poh

Hahaha....when did i became so poetic? *Bleahz*....The gloomy day today best descibe my mood. Random random i guess...For what i feel inside. Life is a road and you are the driver. I've made myself drive alone on long winding rocky road under dark cloudy sky with thundurous torrential rain this past year. Or is it 'years'? I'm not that sure...Hopefully i'll travel in the right direction again and see the beautiful sky once again:)

So many thanks to those who cared so much about me! I really appreciate it! Sorry for letting you all endure my tantrums and shortcomings...>.< I'll try to be the best i can be!

So little time, so much to do.

2006-12-13T16:14:00.000+08:00

Finally completed two papers...Phew! Felt like half of the burden lifted off my shoulders now. But i had a even heavier one in my heart....Left with 2 now-tomorrow and friday. Yes!

Yeah! 2 days left! Can't wait!!! So many things happening, so little time...Friday's my last day of 'singlehood' huh..Lol...

Crestfallen by the change of plan...i shouldn't have put too much of hope on it:( *pouts*

Oh yah! Went for a haircut yesterday...my fringe looks so 'toot'! And now i'm half the world away from the volumnised wavy tresses like Vanessa Hudgens! Argh!!!! Or maybe i should as well cut it short with the long slope-y side. Hmmm.....What do u guys think?

C.Test Week 11/12 to 15/12

2006-12-10T15:20:00.000+08:00

C.Test Week is tomorrow! Argh!!!!!!!!!!!
Can't seem to get anything much in my head. Hopeless for FFA!!!:'(
What should i do???????????
Frustrated. Exasperated. Annoyed. Bothered. Disturbed. Vexed.
Sulky now....*Sob*

Pull my hair.
Bang on the table.
Stomp on the ground.
Tear up the papers.
Scream!!!!!!!!! at the top of my lungs.

Just 5days more and we can break free...
I don't know whether i should feel happy or sad....
Geez.........-_-"'

Eat, sleep, play=)

2006-12-01T19:50:00.000+08:00

Video 'marathon' again! This time, its 'The Terminal' with Yvonne. Heart-rending in the initial part of the movie. Really sympathies the man. Imagine you yourself left your own country to fufil a promise but end up stuck in a foerign country. A foreign country's airport terminal where you can't speak their language because your country was suddenly conquered and you are nobody anymore. Anyway,I love how funny it is! Especially the scenes of a candlelight dinner and the old indian cleaner was displaying his 'monkey-like' circus performance. Hahaha!!!! I wish i can replay the scene over again! Hahahaha........

After that, rushed to meet Mei at Dover. Was raining so heavily until the grounds were partially flooded. The school should do something about the shelters and drainage too...Never wear expensive shoes to NP people! You never know when it might rain like crazy and ruin your favourite shoes...Lol....

Jing's Prom night!=) 30/11
Mei and me went to see our sweetie,Jing! Xin couldn't make it though. Hmpf!*pouts*

Look at our pretty woman in the middle=)

Similarity? Polka dots and retro look...Lol

Awww....Such beautiful shoes......

It was a supremely tiring day....Zero energy level by the time i reached home....Zzzzzzz

U brightened up my day!=)

2006-11-29T19:50:00.000+08:00

Shopping with my beloved TTIT yesterday! Mei and i helped Jing to look for her prom dress, etc...She bought a lovely retro one at far east and i picked a turqoise pointed toe heels for her. So love that heels!=D*beams* Now, she will be taller than me and Mei..Haha...Taller than Xin? Hmmm....Shall see at her prom tomorrow night...Hehe...

Inside Zara's dressing room...Huixin was trying that shirt and Jing bought a polka dot blouse there...Ohh! So pretty!

Gelare waffles topped with peaches, cream and strawberry sauce...Yummy! sweet sweet!

I'm the tallest in the photo! *illusion*=X
Look at how messy my hair was by the end of the day...*Tsk Tsk*

*Testing my new phone camera* Their favourite pose...=)

I love red toenails! Hahaha....But it reminds me of the scene we saw yesterday outside Potpourri at Wisma....There was a pool of BLOOD! Horrifying!!!! Bright crimson red!!! Like my toenails:( *That was what Jing said to me*....Heard the shop assistant telling the security guard that someone knocked onto somewhere or something when we passed by......Geeez......

2006-11-20T19:49:00.000+08:00

Wheeeee! Jing!!!!!!!! Your A'levels exams are finally OVER!=D So happy for ya, sweetie!!! hugs

Went vivo with my family yesterday. The mall is still as noisy as ever! I really can't stand the noise level and the gigantic crowd there! Next time should bring a ear plug...

Finally bought my formal pants from Lver! The price of it was double my budget! Luckily my mum paid for it. Phew!...I saw a really nice blouse from the shop too but it cost the same as my pants so i was like 'Woah! i'm just gonna wear it for like once so it was really not worth the money..' So yah...still need to find a shirt by wednesday. Anyway,I think they carry the nicest office wear:)

Why can't i seem to upload my photos again? hmmm.......

Today, school as usual...Went library to continue watching the LiarLiar video again with Yx. Lol...LiarLiar is a must watch! Hope that the people in the video room will not think that we are crazy beacause we laughed so loud! Hahaha...The scene where Jim Carrey tried to use the boarding staircase to look for his son is darn hilarious! Hahahahaha.....Just can't stop laughing over it......Haha....Then, met my CATS groupmates for project meeting and we did until about 5plus. Saw Jing at the bus stop outside Buangkok MRT station! So happy to see her but she seem very tired. Must have been studying till very late...

Yeah! The CIP assignment is finally completed and handed in yesterday! C.T is just 3 weeks away...:( *pouts*

Gotta go! Watch tv!:D

Lost my direction...

2006-11-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

Wasn't able to find any nice formal wear for presentation today....*Panic* i haven't done any revision and my tutorials and i'll have to go out to shop tomorrow! Oh no........

Have to buck up now...i'm way behind for E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G!-_-"'

2006-11-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

Yyyyesh!!!! Its Friday once again! =D

I lurveeeeeeeeee friday nights!!!! Saturdays too!!! ;P

CIP assignment 1 is almost done! OCOM slides are done and up for editing soon...Graded OCOM presentation next thursday( wish me luck!!!) Lousy lousy me! i never seem to be able to do well for presentations): *sob*...CATS meeting next monday. My schedule is tightly packed---Tutorial homeworks and revisions not included...Lol

Am still as late for lectures and kidda skipped half of it yesterday to watch Final Destination in the library with yx,qr and yvonne. Haha...Yx and i watched LiarLiar, starring Jim Carrey during break today. His crazy and dramatic antics are hilarious! Hahaha! More videos please!!!:)

Lonely friday night accompanied by the night music,
makes me think of candlelight dinner by the sea......
When your eyes soften in the moonlight
I swear i can feel your heart race and beat in the breezy night
Time might have brought us apart,
but nothing have change......
nothing is gonna change......

U will be the only one i think of when the showering of mentor comes(:

Gimme some sugar-coated lovin'

2006-11-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

When was the last time i felt this way towards other 'pair-s'? They are sooooooo sweet! In the chocolate dipped marshmallows, dripping with honey and sprinkled with sugar kind-of-way. awww...;)

Yah, and when was the last time i went on a diet? Getting fatter and fatter. i mean F-A-T-T-E-R! Shucks! Why do so many food have to taste so good??? *pouts*

Workload is piling up now. Stayed back for completion of this Thurs OCOM presentation slides. Hopefully the editing will be ready by tomorrow so i can get my 'soul' ready for the 'battle of my fear'. CIP assignment 1 due by the end of this week! Only less than a quater is done:(
Headache!

Last friday was fun! So, i guess i have some clear idea of what to plan, soon...*Beams* Shhh...It shall stay a secret first.......hehe

Somewhere over the rainbow

2006-11-06T20:12:00.000+08:00

Look! My virtual hamster! Isn't she cute?! Awww...She definately brightens up my day(:
Feed her some strawberries and remember to tag tag before you leave d:

Haiz....I've been frustrated with life lately. It doesn't help that it is so boring and dull. Not much difference from a hummingbird in a cage, living in a safe sanctuary. Meeting new people is not one of my piority in life now. Maybe not even in the list. Humans are such scary creatures with complex natures......

Life is so boring.....................

Hopefully, the colours in my life will return soon (:
Pretty rainbow on 13/6/05
(i know it's not very clear, captured a tad too late..haha)

Hope we can find a prettier rainbow again someday!:D

Where is the place over the rainbow, far far away? All i can think of, is melb...Lol...Don't ask me why. I'm sure that it is just behind it although the rainbow is long gone...

stung by a bee

2006-10-31T16:34:00.000+08:00

Happy Halloween to all! =D

I'm super bored staying home today! Stung by a bee yesterday morning and fell sick in school. Cold shivers and dizzy spells during FFA tutorial, then daddy have to fetch me to the doctor..Didn't noticed that the bee sting was still stuck in my toe until the doctor have to pull it out for me. >.< Luckily it didnt't hurt...Slept from 6plus pm until 9am this morning, although i wake up quite alot of times and fell asleep again *Hmmm..my eyebags are still there though*...Thanks to yx, yvonne and qr who took care of me yesterday!:)

Aiyah! the photos i took at Genting could not be uploaded to the place i want so i'm not going to upload again..*pouts*

*wondering if any kid is going to knock on my door and shout 'Trick or treat?!' today* Lol...

Complaints!: Why is it that the waiting time for some buses are soooo long? As in almost 15min!! Can you believe that? Either i'll have to wake up extra early t catch the bus or be late for school or work!=( irks me!!! Can't someone do something about the bus frequency? Maybe design some device that allows us to check on where the bus is at and the approximate time of arrival? How i wish i can just key in the bus number and the location where i am going to board the bus and sms to the bus service network and get an instant reply of the time that the bus will reach so i wont have to end up waiting for the bus for so so long....haiz..*tsk tsk tsk* Whatever! just invent anything to make sure that the buses will able to arrive on time....

2006-10-19T19:24:00.000+08:00

I'm going to Genting for a holiday tomorrow morning! Will be back on sunday night. Yeah!!! Super excited!:D

Tuesday. First day of school. Nothing much happened though. Catch up with my friends during both lectures. Can't stop talking(:

Wednesday. IS modules. Luckily Dalvin and Miao Miao are in the ame class as me. New teacher for CATS. He reminds me of Moses Lim in Under One Roof. Not that his size is the same as him. Haha...Its the way he have to ask us to guess the moral of his story-_-"'...Actually he is quite interesting except the way he have to make himself seem like a successful and rich person, which is such a turn off. If he's so good, he won't be teaching us in poly......Signed up for badminton (sports and wellness) with Yong Xin!:) I hope i don't have to sweat so much since i'll be playing sports indoor...Hahaha...Yvonne and Qi Rui joined Flag Football. Find it hilarious to imagine them running around with a belt and a flag on eith side of it. Haha...Better not let them see what i wrote :P

Today. Woke up extremely early. 5plus. Lied on bed for more than a hour coz i can't get back to sleep...Saw JiaWei on my way to Sengkang train station. So we went to school together. That guy was wayyyyy late but he didn't even care and walked so slowly with me.(mine=9am class, his=8am class) Lol...Went to Ikea restaurent for lunch with Yong Xin, QiRui and Yvonne. The food there are nice...After lunch, we went to Queensway Shopping Centre. QR was trying track shoes in this Indian man shop and we tried to bargain for it. Damn rude! Coz he asked us to 'tiam tiam' so QR can have some peace to concentrate on whether she wants to buy the shoes! -_-"' We are only giving her opinions! He even say he will buy the track shoes for her if he were her friend,since her birthday is tomorrow. Haha...*Roll eyes*...But she bought the track shoes in the end...Bought a running shorts for S&W. Hate how short it is...Lol

Feel like sleeping now...I still have not packed anything for the trip yet.Oops!....

Updates! Updates!

2006-10-14T09:59:00.000+08:00

Watching 'Goong' this whole week. Think i'm getting crazy over it!!!:)
Dark eye rings caused by late-nights accessories making.

Tue, 10/10
Woke up early in the morning to watch 'Goong'. Was halfway through the 2nd episode when i paused it for like 15min...Should be a little less than that actually..Guess what happened? Umm..nothing happens...Lex says i 'murdered' the dvd player. Haha...I'm not sure whether its 'dead' or in a 'coma' too. It seems 'dead' to me...The worse thing is that the dvd is stuck inside. Nothing happens no matter which buttons i pushed except for a monotonus humming sound which reminds me of the song, 'AAAAllelujah! Allelujah! Allelujah!...'

Got a major lecture from my dad when i told him about what i've done to the dvd player when he got home from work...I only told him the dvd got stuck inside until he ask me to switch it on and he will try to get it out=X ( i can't even switch it on for goodness sake!) Since my mum watches alot of Korean Drama, the tongue leashing is gonna get worse when she comes back to find it 'mudered'( Lex refuses to tell me the appropriate word to use for it)...

Psssst! Mum didn't scold me when she came back...Haha...yah yah, until i told her i can't even switch it on. Luckily we have a new one in the living room if not i think my mum will 'demand' i buy a new one for her..Muahahaha....

Dvd saved by my dad in the end. Don't ask me how. He dismantled the player to get it out.

Wed, 11/10

Shopping with 3/4 of TTIT. Went to Chinatown to buy odds and ends for accessories making with Xin. Meet Mei at Bugis after that Had lunch at Yoshi. I always get stepped on whenever i wear that sandals out. Ughz!!! Each of us bought a new pair of shoes from The Edge. Xin and i bought the same candy coloured round-toe flats. Haha. I bought a shorts from the shop too. It was the best shopping trip throughout my whole holiday. Maybe its because i'm too busy working and didn't have much time to shop too. Bought some stationaries, a Juicy Couture purse(love it!) a top from Ebase after that...

Thu, 12/10
Watched 'Goong' the whole morning, chatted online with Lex(has been what i have been doing when i didn't go out in the holiday.haha..), 'Goong' again after that..Nothing much except watching Ch8 dramas at 7pm and 9pm. Continued accessories making after 10pm. Made a pair of dangling earrings for Xin:)

Fri 13/10
Went Orchard with Xin today! Finally bought my bag! Wheeee!:D Had a hard time deciding on a black shiny leather and a white cream coloured leather bag. I bought the latter in the end. I think i took an hour long deciding. Xin was so annoyed with me. Haha. I knew she wanted to poke! me...:P Huixin! Thank you for your patience with me! Lol...

This is such a long-winded post. Gotta go! i'm broke...*sob*

Winged hearts

2006-10-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

Planned a nice suprise.

Would have been there by now.

Shades, jacket, jeans and heels and all...

With a luggage along.

Shall be a little pest.....

Until the day comes again...

Wouldn't bear to leave....

Winged hearts.

Flying high in the blue blue sky.

Among white white clouds.

Just a lil' dream of mine...